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I Thought that WE Love Each Other...

    I thought that we love each other...  The first time we met, It felt like you were different types of person I think that you are someone that really nerd (didn't mean to say bad things about you, because I feel like I'm also a nerd lols) When we met each other, it feels like you were so sweet, from the way you treat me, chat with me, and many more... I kinda miss the moment tho... I miss it when we chat together, talking about a lot of things, from important topics to random things To be honest, when you act like that, I feel like you acted too much xD... not like the other boys.  I'm not sure if I like you or not, but one thing at that time, I feel like you started to like me.  But, how can I love someone who's already had 'someone' in their life? But turns out, it all changed. All of sudden, we became like strangers Sounds like me being too much, but I think that's what it feels like     " Or maybe, am I the one who put too much trust in him?...

Love & Hate about SMA

Hai teman teman semua, senang sekali akhirnya bisa kembali menulis blog lagi ^__^ Sebelumnya, gimana nih kabar teman teman semuanya? Semoga teman teman dalam keadaan yang baik yaa. Dalam tulisan ini, aku bakal ceritain tentang "My Love story with my SMA Experience" hihihi. But before we start, let's make it clear about the topic yaa. Jadi ini bukan membahas tentang how's my love story with a boy in high school, but it's more likely about how's my up and down experience in SMA (You know that we also experience some up and down in some love relationship xD), so that's what I mean.  Anyways, I think I'm going to write this blog in English or maybe mixed with Bahasa Indonesia, to improve my English skill too :33 So, I hope you guys enjoy and sorry if there are some wrong grammar on anything else.  ***  High school is actually not as great as I expected. But what I actually expect though (?) What I'm thinking about high school is actually one of the ver...

Hii, I'm BACK :)

 Annyoenghaseo, hii everyone... Seneng sekali akhirnya bisa balik untuk nulis di blogger lagi, soalnya saya pribadi merasa bahwa tulisan saya di blogger ini sebagai tempat curhatan saya. Terimakasih yaa yang sudah mau bacaa.... lovv banget untuk kalian semua <3  Ada banyak hal yang terjadi di hidup saya ini. SMA is half "meh" and good. My life kinda turns something that made me sad. Sometimes I don't believe myself. Sometimes life is just not turn out GREAT. Kadang hubungan sama sama Tuhan jadi turun. Kalau ditanya, lebih enak SMP atau SMA, I started ti think maybe SMP. Why? Ofc because saya merasa lebih nyaman (but doesn't mean that I said my SMA's friends are not fun). Second adalah karena lingkungan tempat tinggal, dan masih banyak lagi.  But, I will use my time wisely. Seberapun kondisi yang saya alami, saya sadar bahwa itu nggak boleh buat saya jadi males. Time will never be back. I need to fight for it. For my future, my family, and Jesus. I need to be pr...

I AM SPECIAL AND I AM JUST ME

One thing that always comes into my mind when I felt I can't do anything and can't be impressed or make anyone happy is actually "Why I am dumb and cannot do it?'' Lolsss, kedengerannya terlalu berlebihan banget nggak sih? Tapii guyss, itu gak baguss yaa, karena ucapan adalah doa. Ganti kata kata ituu jadi "I am SPECIAL and I know can do it" atau kata kata lain yang baik untuk diri kalian sendiri <3  Well, tapii that's how I feel right now. Hari ini, Rabu 16 Maret 2022, I felt stupid and soo soo weird. Today adalah PAT Matematika and you know lahh. Saya ngerasa kayak saya kurang teliti and saya seharusnya bisa kasih yang lebih baik. AHSJKSKDKS CAPEK, tapi kan udah terjadi juga kann? wkwkwk.  Berharap banget semoga nilai nya bisa 100, tapii  perlahan harapan itu memudar... ANEHH BANGET GAA SIEE NGOMONGG GINIII?  Yaa tapii sebenernya I juga ngerasa kalau saya nya juga kurang mempersiapkan diri dengan baik sebelumnya. Tapi soal matematika ini beda fre...

HOW'S GOD MAKES MY DAY BETTER EVERYDAY

 Hello frendsss, how are youu? I'm soo excited because this is my first (journal (?)) which I wrote it in English not in Bahasa, YAYY SOO HAPPYY. But as usual, I'm very very sorry if there's a lots of wrong grammar or something else, cause I'm not the best at English xD  so well yeah... let's goo to our topic today about "How's God Make My Day Better Everyday" This is actually a really interesting topic, and I also wanted to share something with you guys :) ofc about my experiences with God. It's just wonderful to have a wonderful God who always by your side and never leave you alone. You can tell everything, everyday about your story to God, frendss.  You guys must have been experienced something bad, but you don't know who's the one to tell your story. If you guys ever felt this, just try to talk with God, and you'll get a peace and prosperous heart  and feeling :) First time, I thought it will be weird, but it wasn't turn out wei...

DEFINISI SENYUM MANIS BUAT KAMU ITU APA?

 Hai, apakabar semuanya? Semoga temen temen dalam keadaan yang baik baik aja ya... So guys, hari ini sesuai dengan judulnya, aku mau tanya "Apa definisi dari senyum manis buat kamu?" Well , nggak tau kenapa aku tanyain hal ini, tapi pertanyaan ini tiba tiba terlintas di pikiran aku.  Semua orang pasti mau punya senyum yang manis nggak sih frends? Aku pribadi pengen banget punya senyum yang manis kalau dilihat orang. Kenapa? Karena aku menanggap bahwa punya senyum manis itu cantik WKWKWK (ini cuman pendapat pribadi ya frends) Daann, semua orang pasti ada keinginan buat jadi cantik dan berpenampilan fisik yang bagus.  By the way, aku ngebahas ini karena aku baru aja nonton k-drama yang judulnya "Hometown Cha Cha Cha" AKDKSKDKSK lolsss. Kalau kalian tau kan kdrama ini diperanin sama Kim Seon Ho sama Shin Min A, dannnn mereka berdua senyum nya maniss bangett + ada lesung pipi nya jugaa jadiii tambah sweet bangettt :"))))  Well jadi begitulah frends alasan sebenern...

KESEL ABIEZZ TAPI YAKIN KALAU DI BALIK SEMUA ITU ADA HAL BAIKNYAA #CeritaYuk!

 Lagi kesal kah? Iyaa, sangatt, bukan kesal sih, tapi cuman sedih, ngerti gak? Kenapa kesel?  Gak tau. Mungkin orang bakal pikir aneh, karena kekesalan kali ini bersumber dari diri saya sendiri yang kalau dipikir pikir lumayan aneh. Tapi gak aneh sih, cuman gimana aja gitu. Dari awal udah tekad in buat masuk salah satu kelompok. Tapi ternyata ekspetasi nggak semanis realita. Awalnya juga berharap satu kelompok sama seseorang, literally kayak udah berharap sebanget banget nya. Tapi yahh, Tuhan gak kasih yang saya harapkan. Well, yaudahlah.  Saya selalu yakin bahwa apa yang saya alami ada maksud tersendiri dari Tuhan. Yaa, karena saya merasa selama ini saya selalu merasakan hal yang sama, kayak kenapa harus gitu? u know? Sad sad sad, tapi ya udahlah. Makin dipikirin, makin aneh, soalnya yaa percuma, mending jalanin aja, karena semuanya indah pada waktunya dan aku yakin Tuhan pasti bakal senantiasa bimbing kita masing masing.  DEMIKIANLAH CERITA SAYA, TERIMAKASIH SUDAH ...