Love & Hate about SMA

Hai teman teman semua, senang sekali akhirnya bisa kembali menulis blog lagi ^__^

Sebelumnya, gimana nih kabar teman teman semuanya? Semoga teman teman dalam keadaan yang baik yaa. Dalam tulisan ini, aku bakal ceritain tentang "My Love story with my SMA Experience" hihihi. But before we start, let's make it clear about the topic yaa. Jadi ini bukan membahas tentang how's my love story with a boy in high school, but it's more likely about how's my up and down experience in SMA (You know that we also experience some up and down in some love relationship xD), so that's what I mean. 

Anyways, I think I'm going to write this blog in English or maybe mixed with Bahasa Indonesia, to improve my English skill too :33 So, I hope you guys enjoy and sorry if there are some wrong grammar on anything else. 

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High school is actually not as great as I expected. But what I actually expect though (?) What I'm thinking about high school is actually one of the very hard times in your life. For example like you really need to study hard, because your future depends on it. Maybe if we see di beberapa sinetron or kdrama or any movie, we might expect that this SMA will be full of love stories. But for real, that's not true (50:50). Tapi i feel like my first time going to SMA kayak suram banget. Especially waktu awal awal masuk, aku pribadi susah banget untuk bisa beradaptasi dan ngatur waktu - waktu yang ada. At first, I thought that it might be hard to survive, but I'm really grateful that I can do it all with God. 

Sometimes, I also feel like that school is not a place to learn anymore, it's more likely a place where I compete with each other, Most of the teachers also sometimes do not teach us correctly, they just sometimes give us some tasks to do and just not teaching us. But, is that supposed to usually happen right now? I don't know, maybe I'll do some research on it xD

In this Senior High School moment, I also learned to control myself, including everything about managing my time, love life, and more. Why Love Life? Because I applied to one of the SMA schools, and the majority of students here are Muslim.  I learned to control myself to not put my feeling on boys more than "friends" hihihihi.... because I know that will end up being not good for both of us. You know, when I suka sama orang lain, biasanya aku pribadi akan punya perasaan yang cukup serius dan berharap cukup banyak, jadi I feel like better untuk tidak menanamkan perasaan keseriusan itu lols. 

It's okay. That's the thing I tell myself every day. Maybe diffrent perspective of people will have diffrent meaning about this yeah...

 Anyways, I'm kinda confused about what other things I should write next about this topic... So maybe I'll just post this until here. I hope you guys love this and also enjoy reading this. That's all from me, may God Bless you all <33 

--Probably or maybe next time or I dunno when, but I'll continue to write this if I have any idea on my mind :)

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