I Thought that WE Love Each Other...

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    I thought that we love each other...

 The first time we met, It felt like you were different types of person

I think that you are someone that really nerd (didn't mean to say bad things about you, because I feel like I'm also a nerd lols)

When we met each other, it feels like you were so sweet, from the way you treat me, chat with me, and many more...

I kinda miss the moment tho... I miss it when we chat together, talking about a lot of things, from important topics to random things

To be honest, when you act like that, I feel like you acted too much xD... not like the other boys. 

I'm not sure if I like you or not, but one thing at that time, I feel like you started to like me. 

But, how can I love someone who's already had 'someone' in their life?


But turns out, it all changed. All of sudden, we became like strangers

Sounds like me being too much, but I think that's what it feels like

    "Or maybe, am I the one who put too much trust in him?" 

    "Am I overconfident and sure that there's something between us?" 

I think the perfect song to describe our feelings is "Januari" By Glenn Fredly

I don't know, but how can it be in 2023? 

How can I start my new year with that kind of feeling...

But, slow but sure, I started to not really think about him

And I also feel like we did the same thing, started to forget each other

From avoiding eye contact, or maybe talking as often as we used to do

Just wanna say thank you to you...

Thank you for making me feel in love and also confused at the same time

Thank you for making my heart and feeling spark in love particles, even if it's just for a short time...

Thank you for making me feel like that I have a boyfriend, but actually not (lols, is this too much xD)


- to someone that makes me feel like something I dunno too lols


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Yeahh, by the way, thank you so much for reading this feeling of mine. 

Actually, I think di real like nggak se dramatis ini... Kata kata ini mungkin dibuat dalam kondisi kalau dramatis aja, seperti di novel novel atau adegan film romantis lainnya. Anywayss, ini adalah postingan pertama saya di tahun 2023 YAY, happy late new year all! Never to late to upgrade and improve yourself <33

Also remember thiss please, jangan terlalu suka sama seseorang sih kalau kata ku, apalagi sampai dipikirin terus orangnyaa. Perjalananmu masih banyak & masih banyak hal penting selain ituu. Also better bangun hubungan yang lebih baik aja sih sama Tuhan :) God Bless You all 

(should i delete this hahahah, feels a little bit weird) 

Lots of love, 



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